hOx..feels as if i've nt blogged for mths..but it's barely a week!
lOlx..guess it's cOs wasn't online for the past few days...
this week, we had a math lecture & econs pre prelim..
zZz..both are killers..
math lecture test is like a few stabs in the back..
know some parts, don't know some..
was really really mad cOs dey were testing the basics of stats & i've forgotten all abt it!!
ahHH..
i can only rmb approximation & sampling...
and there weren't / hardly tested at all!!!
zZZz..and i ddin't have time to complete my last integration qn which i feel have a higher potential of scoring..
i didn't manage to save myself in time.
econs pre prelim mcq is like poison..
it's very lethal...
and when i glance at the 1st few qn, my mind was a complete blank as if the poison's numbed all my senses...
in fact, it's the hardest mcq i've ever done in my 2 yrs...
all i can say none is based on memory, all qns are based on application which is almost everybody's weak pOint~
zZzz..
at the end of the whole paper, i dun rmb confidently telling myself i scored a mark for a qn...
lOlx..
econs pre prelim essay is like sleeping in your car with the aircon turned on...
carbon monoxide gets into ur lungs gradually and u suffocate to death.
at 1st when i did my elasticity qn, i was doing fine...i was oblivious to the dangers & the panic attacks i was going to face later..
come to qn 2 on import restrictions, i start to worry a lil that i may go out of point...and i forgot a few bits here and there..
i did the last qn on govt policies (involving unemployment) and i felt as if i'm nt writing enough & there wasn't evaluation and even if i had my graphs, my explanation was inadequate & i couldn't elaborate on the points i have...pretty much suffocated..
and for the last 2 mins i was struggling with my monetary policy...
i didn't have time to finish; only wrote briefly and ended abruptly.
Like i said no sense of time; wasn't aware i was going to die until the last few moments..zZz...
But i didn't feel demoralised or anything
at least now i have a clearer picture of wad i'm about to face in sept and nov...
gOsh.
